Monday, April 17, 2006
I dun believe it either, i am sick again, lets review the symptoms won't we? 1. Throat infection treated with antibiotics, 2. Cough treated with cough syrup 3. Blocked nose treated with flu medicine. 4. Sore throat treated with pills yet again and finally something new " JAW JOINT SWELLING" for no reason or rhyme both my jaws ache when i try to yawn or even attempt to open my mouth slightly bigger. Oh one last things, ulcers that wun go away at the side of the tongue , interfering into every thing i have to do with my mouth like eating? duh wat u thinking ...
" Human never treasure until they lose it " some thing i learn in the school of hard knocks. Until u finally lose it, than u do watever shit i get it back . Go figure. Ha ha ha, Laughing hysterically. Feel like shit now, last week too traumatising liao, i think i am soon losing my marbles pretty soon. Done things i never expect myself to ever do, my god losing it all together. Some things mean a lot to me, and i will never let go ." Jack , i never let go , i never let go " -> quote from titantic the part where leonardo dicaprio dies frozen.
I am listening to Jay Chou " Feng"
You are listening to Jackie Chan and Jin Si Shan " Shen Hua"
posted @ Monday, April 17, 2006
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
人只会在失去后才想去挽回。往往都已太迟了。
我的心情故事
我曾是只被束缚的小鸟，无法逃离现实的残酷，命运的摆布。如今我已挣脱命运的夹锁，要在天空展翅高飞。人都会在一生中犯错，重点是在每一次的错误学习。不要重蹈覆辙。
My life stories has so much content in them that they can be written into a drama of love, tragedy, jealously , wrath , betrayal and watch over and over again, ( mind you , you wun get bored)
I am tired, restless from all this, i jus wan to be me, nothing else, is it very hard to ask for?
I no longer seeks true love because i myself dun believe in it, Once i was a girl that invested tons of feelings in relationship and what do i get ? nothing but misery and suffering.
To woo a gal / guy is easy, its only how you maintain and keep the fire going. if the latter isnt being done, dun tell me that is true love.
How many love stories are there being told every single day and how many of them are actually happening in true lives? within you and me. Do we hear that often? Do we ourselves become that "The One" in that enchanting story? NOOOOOOO!!! ( Burst your dream bubble)
It doesnt work that way as it seems. every relationship has its highs and lows . Its part and parcel of "strangers, Aquataince, friends, lovers" however when a relationship fails it doesnt necessary fall back to friends but proceed on to " enemies" How many times have u lost a loved one becos you couldnt put down your pride? how many times have you said angry words during a heated arguement? Angry words never go away , they leave a scar on the person whether he / she likes anot. and why do all ppl " zhui xin gan" ( literally translate is knock heart liver ) haha i meant uphappy. Have you asked yourself ? Did you add on the hurt ? Did you add on to the pain ? Were you ever in the wrong ? ( some may say )
I have no mood to continue anyway ..........
Anyway i am listen to Joi Chua and Chen Guan Yu " Sorry , i love you"
You are listening to JJ " Endless Road" English version of Hai Pa
posted @ Tuesday, April 11, 2006
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